my bEstfriend ! :]

Marcial Togores Jr. "mArsh" for short, he was my newly guy bestfriend and we call each other as "bhez" our friendship starts (maY 11, 2009), we used to hang-out, go anywhere, we text everytime and he always visits me at my place.

I have experience a lot of bestfriend but "marsh" is so unlike from them, he is so sweet, caring, and actually he always reminds me that he loves me :]

But it cant be, dahil may girlfriend siya and i've provd that already, because there is a time na nag.tetext kmi...

xhiit! bigla siyang na wrong-send sakin!

so, since that palagi ko nalang tinatakip butas na crush ko yung PROOF ko!

But the truth is im deeply inlove with my bestfriend nah! :(

It is so sad na hindi niya pala alam !

Because all he know is I love him, just because his my friend! :(

There was a time that "marsh" confess to me; "Bhez, mahaL na kita!", and i was so shocked from what he said..But i ignored it! I said "mahal din kita, pero bilang kaibigan lang!". And i saw it in his eyes that got so disappointed from what i've said!

Tapos nag open ako ng topic about sa crush ko, "Bhez, crush ko yung paraProof nmin!", then he ignored it. I think he was jealous. Tapos sabi nya bigla "pakialam ko jan, bakit gwapo ba yan?"

Sabi ko naman, "yah I know, he is not a boyfriend material type, pero gusto ko siya..Sobra!!"

(the truth is Alibi ko lang yun.)

:(

And after I said it, he leave me and slamp the door..Talagang (kabog!)

Pero alam ko na nasaktan ko siya, wala akong magagawa, totoo lahat nang sinabi ko sa kanya!

And now, 3 days na kming walang communication!

I miss "marsh", i miss my only "BHEZ, i miss my BESTFRIEND!