July 21, 2009, when my boyfriend called me on the phone. (12pm in the midnight, and gOing to sleep na ko nun, because exam nmin tommorrow!)Ahm..wait !
Asking why, kung bakit ngayon ko lang nai.post ang message nato???
Because of the reason na, hinintay ko pa na mag move on ako.
pero GOSH, taLagang mahirap kalimotan ang taong naging part ng buhay mo for almost 3 yrs. aii, mali ako..4 yrs. na pala..Because that night he broke up on me is also our 4th anniversary!
Imagine ganon kami ka tagal at talagang shit ang sakit, super!
Halos mabaliw ako sa kaiiyak nun, hindi kona magawang makatulog.
But, Inisip ko na may exams ako pgka bukas, so I tried to take a nap..
And I pray na makakagising pa ako kina.umagahan.
At talagang alam ng mga dormates ko kung ano ang nangyari sa akin that night!
I almost even killed myself by dringking alot of sleeping pills na binili ko noong ngka.INsomia ako!
Buti nalang waah epek! hahai !
Then I wake up very early, and I went to school..
after the exam punta ako ng food.court and there nilabas ko lahat ng heartaches ko!
And Im so thankful that my friends was there frauline the one who comforts me!
(thanks girl!)
And my best friend is always there, keep on reminding me that
"bhez, kahit anong mangyari nandito lang ako!"
Pero hindi niya alam na noong time na parang nagkakalaboan na kmi ng Boyfriend ko, he always visits me at my place..inoman all the time, chika'2x always.
My bestfriend is always on the ground, ready to catch me when I fall.
I feel so lucky that I have him as my "BESTFRIEND" :)
hahai xhit ka rain bakit mo nagawa yun!
Ano ang nasa diyos na wala ako!
Bakit xah lahat ng ambition bakit pagpapari pa???
Sana dumating yung panahon na marealize mo na mali ang pinili mong buhay!
Because your life will be useless without me!
you can't blame him noems, maypa gani na kay Ginoo iyang gipili, kesa naman mapareha siya sa uban nga namiya tungod kay naay lain, diba?
ReplyDeleteYou should be thankful, and come to think maybe you're in his every prayer.
Don't give up, you are the one making your destiny. There are a lot more guys in this world. Bata pa ta noems, dili rapud ikaw ang gaproblema. We can make it through, kaya nato ni duha. :)